Thursday, November 29, 2012

It had to be stork!

Tarja has a baby! I still can't believe it! How is it even possible that she could hide her pregnancy for such a long time? At first, when I saw that information, I thought she has addopted that little child, but she has confirmed he/she is her biological kid! Well, don't know how to feel about it right now, but of course, congratulations! You'll be a great mummy. Especially a great lulabies singer.

E.






Air ocean

Well, I haven't posted anything for couple of days, sorry. And, sorry again, this is going to be just a short post about my latest artwork I was working on very hard recently. It's called "We live at the bottom of the air ocen" and it's meant to be for our school competition with theme "point of view". For last few days there was a strike of teachers in our country, so we didn't have to go to school on monday, tuesday and wednesday. It was amazing feeling. Because of that I had enough time to work on this piece so it's done pretty fast, according to usual time my works take. It's not done yet, I'm going to finish the city and I would like to write "we live at the bottom of the air ocean" somewhere in the middle of that blue sky. We will see how it ends. That's all for now, take care of yourselves my dear air fishes.

E.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Carmen

Today I'm going to watch Carmen show in opera. I got two tickets for my birthday, because I wanted to go there so badly. So tonight I'm going to have a sophisticated evening. I'm still not sure about what I'm going to dress, so it will be just ad-lib, but I already have some ideas, so we will see. I'll probably use my long black skirt. I'll show you my outfit, so get ready for that.
I'm very excited about that show, I don't know if it's kind of opera, but I think it's more like dancing show. I'm curious if I will like it.

E.

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Technic question

I've got a question. If you have a blogspot, could you tell me how to put a survey here? I've heard I need to add gadget Polls, but it doesn't work, it's crashed or something so I would like to now if there's any other way. Thanks for your answer.

E.

Use your brains!!!!

Oh my God! Our generation sucks, really. Let me show you what I've found on fb while ago. 
It says: Hello, I'm a dog of fortune, if you want to be lucky for three years, share this picture. If you won't I'll get mad and go away with my luck for three years!!


Seriously people!!! How can anyone be that stupid?!!! Okay, if you share pictures about luck!! But this?! It's so stupid and infantile! I just... I.. I... Oh!

E.

Necklace

Got a necklace for my birthday from Metalhead. It's handmade, so totally unique.




Metalhead told me she doesn't know why the photography turned yellow on some places but honestly I love it because it looks antique like this. 

E.


Let's get nicknames

I've decided to give a nicknames to some people from my life, so I can write about them without telling you exactly who they are. It's some kind of protection to them. It's not like I want to slander them, they will easily know who I mean by that nicknames. Okay, I was thinking about some nicknames, so here they are.

Metalhead, Fox, Bullyer ( one girl from school, we call her bullyer in real life, too), Quiet One.

Well, that's all I wanted to say for now.

E.

Dots, dots somewhere!





(The book is Dead Zone by Stephen King, reading right now)

E.

Black 'n' White

My latest nails. Used white and black nail polish and nail sticker on my ring finger. 






E.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

-SONG OF THE DAY-




Yann Tiersen- Comptine d'un autre été

Beauty at it's finnest...

E.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

We live in times when you're scared to be proud of yourself because you'll be seen as lofty. When you are affraid to have different opinion. When all of the people are so arrogant, they just can't see the opportunity they are the one who made a mistake.

E.

My little piece of universe

I'm drawing right now, I was trying to draw a universe, just to see if I can, because I need it for one my picture... So it was just fast work, the black is not perfect, but I think it look very good, though. ( just ignore that two blue spots, please)

E.

Painting

Today I started to work on my upcoming art piece for art competition and this is the result. It's just first few steps on long path, but hope I can finish this one. (That little windows in the black city almost killed me. And it's just beginning!)

Sunday, November 18, 2012

-SONG OF THE DAY-


Pirates of the Carribean soundtrack (Hans Zimmer)- Up is Down

And up.... is down. Love it. I have to watch Pirates again.

E.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

        Okay, I know I still keep complaining about something but.. whatever! I have made this blog so I can complain. This time I'm going to complain about people. I'm tired of meeting new people (and not just because I don't like people very much) because of how same they are. You know, you meet new people and you are like.. oh, yes, he/she's quite nice and cool. And when you get to know them, you find out they are like all of the other people you know. It never happened to me, that I've met someone and I was like: "Oh, it's such a unique person, I've never met someone like that. I want to spend time with him, I want to know him deep, I want to know what he thinks about when he goes to sleep, his fears, his hopes and what he thinks about me." ( Or she, I don't care if it's man or woman) 
       Well, it sounds like I just need somebody who I can talk about stars and universe, about religion and poetic things, about beauty in this world. I need somebody who understands my other side, who will love me, no matter what and who will give me something. 
Other thing I'm tired of. Guys. Guys in my age. I'll tell you list of themes they want to talk about:
  • sex
  • food
  • sports
  • THEIR experiences
  • sex
  • sex
  • sex
  • sex
        And that's all. I used to have a one good guy friend maybe a year earlier. He wanted to have sex with me( I'm not sure if he was just kidding, or he was serious. I've never tried) and he was talking about it ALL THE TIME. Literally. He was like: "Why don't you want to sleep with me?" again and again. And at the end I wasn't able to make new tergiversations why I don't. The reason- I just don't want to wasn't enough for him. At the end of our friendship he started to think I'm lesbian. Just because I didn't want to have sex with him! It's like he thinks he's some God of Sex, or what. It was terrible. I don't want to talk about sex! I want to talk about poetry, and magic and supernatural things. To be fair, sex is not that important and interesting for me!! I've never had sex, so I don't know what to say about it. Talking with some virgin boy about sex. Yes, that's what I want to spend my words on. Two virgins talking about sex. It's like two people talking about, for example, movie they've never seen and they are like " Oh, that's the best movie ever! I'm so excited to see it again. Do you want to watch it with me?". But okay, let's just fuck logic! We love sex, don't we?

        Sorry for long post. I just needed to tell this to someone.

       To be fair, I've got two persons in my life, who I think are special. My two cousins. The first one is my second half, my soulmate and she is everything I was talking about here. I'm acting like overly attached cousin, already. And the second one, her sister is an amazing person, too. We made her to listen to same music as we do (amazing feeling) and since that time it's even better than before. 

E. 

-SONG OF THE DAY-



Within Temptation- Our solemn hour

Probably their best song. I will forever regret that I didn't know this song when I was on their concert. ( I don't know how it's possible, really) It could be such an epic moment.

E.

Point of view

I'm little bit confused right now. I want to join next art challenge in our school, with the theme "point of view". I already have some idea. Our physics teacher's told us something, that's made me really mind-blowned. "We live at the bottom of the air ocean." So I decided to made an art piece about this. Because, you know, it's one point of view. But I don't know how to transfer this idea into something... Into something. So now I'm really confused if I should use this idea or think about something else. I don't know.. Point of view is difficult theme for me, as it seems.

E.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012


Hope soon.

E.

Blah, blah, blah

You know what's annoying on english? To tell the truth, I love english, it's great language and most important... it's logic language! But, something annoys me. It's words like beautiful and amazing and so on... Because even when it's something medium beautiful you use that word and then, when there's something really really beautiful... what will you say? And when you say something softer like.. nice... it sounds like.. Hmm... that's nice... You know what I mean? So that's my dilemma right now.

E.

-SONG OF THE DAY-


Goo Goo Dolls- Iris

I was watching X-Factor ( Don't punish me because I'm watching something like that. I know it's not the most intelligent program but I like watching talented people performing) and one little girl was singing this song. Suddenly I remembered that song. I used to listen to it a lot when I was younger, so I found that again and from that time... I listen to it all day and it's stucked on my mind.
Anyway, it's very strong song. I've got that warm not sure if comfortable or not, probably both at once feeling in my chest. The lyrics..."I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand..." Is there anyone at all who can't identify with that at least at little? I don't think so.

E.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Tired of being alive

Please, I just can't anymore... I'm so tired of school, I just.. I know I still keep saying this, but it's.. Jesus. I'm going to cry, literally. Good night to all of you, who are happier than me right now.

E.

Love you

I've got new Nightwish stuff. It's beautiful DPP bracelet I get for my birthday.


New member in my NW family! I've got necklace, bracelet, 3 shirts and flag.♥ I need to add there some Epica, Within and Sonata stuff, too. 

E.

SONG OF THE DAY-


Lilly Allen- Fuck you

What we want? Fuck, kill, beat!!!!
Who we want? Teachers!!!!
When we want? Now!!!!!!!

E.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Christmas ornaments

Don't kill me because I'm making christmas stuff already! It's for school, because our class teacher wants to make handmade christmas tree in school and she needs some ornaments right now. So I spent yesterday evening with creating decorations from paper. It was interesting and funny, I have to say. 




I'll publish how-to later, but now I'm going to make some more.

E.
I've got new nail polish. (understand- my mom has a new nail polish)
It's Miss Sporty shade Grape fit. To tell the truth it's said it's shade Coty Paris, on cover but when I was looking for it on google I couldn't find it, until I found that second shade which looks same.
Anyway, it's soft lilac color, very special, I think.


Here's my nail polish....


...and this is the Grape fit from google. 

It has got very good lasting power, I put it on on saturday and I had it till yesterday and it was still almost perfect. Only disadvantage is that you have to put on two coats, because first one doesn't look very good, it's little bit transparent. As almost all new polishes, it has that wide, thin brush. I was using something like that for the first time, but it worked very well.

  

And this is it. Two coats with high shine top coat. 

E.

Zombie walk

Well. The most epic action in my life. ( except concerts) I don't know what else to say. I would like to show you my mask, but I can't because you would see my face, so sorry. Better than thousand words... enjoy some pics from action.






Guess who is this? So here you can see scar on my forehead. 
I had something similar on my cheek.



This girl was awesome. She had cute white dress as you can see 
and teddy bear in her hand.



Cute couple with great masks. The girl who looks like Samara... 
she was really scary.





And here we are, all of us. There were about 70 people. (we were counting them on this pic)

E.

Music


I decided to put here some songs I actually listen to, I was shocked by or they are just some kind of special to me in these days. 

Therion- Thor

Great song. There's something I'm not sure if I want to tell you... okay... 3.. 2.. 1.. I think that the mane singer ( Snowy Show) is.. really.. sexy. I know it's.. abnormal!! At first when I saw him I was like..."Sh*t, what kind of sorcery is this!" but as time went... He has got big charisma and he looks like one of that guys who takes girls to their apartments and fucks with them till he's unconscious. Well... I'm. Weird.

Adele- Someone like you

Well, to make things clear. I'm not the Adele's biggest fan in the world but still I think she's best from today comercial music scene and she has got her own mind and personality. Someone like you is beautiful song, of course, and I still sometimes listen to it. So I did yesterday and I accidentally found this video. It's from Royal Alberty Hall and... play it from 2:47 and then from 3:36.. It's the whole crowd of people. Whole Royal Alberty Hally singing the chorus and it something... insane. I've never seen something like that. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. I wish one day I'll experience something common to this. 



Pocahontas- Colors of the wind

Again, very beautiful song (it's annoying even for me how often I use that word). I'm watching Pocahontas right now and this song is playing. I watched Pocahontas this holiday after years. At the end I was crying like little child, literally. Since then I have to listen to this song all the time. 

E.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

SONG-OF-THE-DAY


Evanescence- My immortal

I know this song for many years and is something like my old love. Once in a while I play this and I always love it.

E.

Monday, November 5, 2012

Epic action

Here you can enjoy video from Zombie Walk I was on. It's from this Saturday and I still can't believe I was there! (don't try to find me in that video- I'm not there at all)


Maybe it's not that big action as in somewhere in America but it was big success for us.

E.
Yay, I've got 1234 views on my blog. That's nice. This week I'm really busy, so don't expect some long stuff here. I'll add something at the weekend, I swear.

E.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Halloween

Holiday's over and it was cool, epic and terribly short. I took part in Halloween party and Zombie walk. We were affraid of that zombie walk little bit. We were affraid of it would be embarrasing, there would be just few people and that it would rain. There were more than 70 people (we expected 30) and weather was great, warm and sunny. It was totally fun and people enjoyed seeing us so, I'm really happy about that action. It's like little dream that come true. And halloween party was great, too, we had beautiful costumes. We were vampire disney princesses- my two cousins were Sleeping beauty and Snowhite, our friend was Cinderella and I was Belle from Beauty and the Beast. I'll show you pictures from Halloween and from Zombie walk later, but now I have to study.

E.